Never give up!

Assalamualaikum to all readers :)

 Today I really sad and really can't explain it. But I have to. :( I miss him so much. I tried to be strong , I tried to stand up again , I tried to be a good girl but indeed , there's still someone who give me a shit. :( I don't hate everybody , they just make me annoying. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried to fake my smile infront of everybody.. but inside I'm fall so much tears :'( I don't know why I'm crying. I still remember that time when my bestfriend lying me with all their boring story. They thought me wrong. They make me sad and they're the causes why I'm crying. Instead , HIM ! I still can't forget him. I feel so happy when I knew that I will stay in Semporna till my SPM. 

I can't believe the time is flying too fast. I feel like just yesterday I'm in form 1 . lol . I miss my bestfriend in Papar , Manuel. :( We had such a good memories. We always fight in class till our teacher thought we're like a husband and wife. lol ! Never will ! >< 

I miss that moment when HE chase after me , disturb me , staring at me always , wait for me and love me for who i am. (": I never met someone better like him. 

Bha bha bha ,

That's all for today. If you guys want to know more about me and him , read my tweets.. :) It's all about him. but not at all . some of them.. lol :P 

Thank you guys for reading :)

My New Journey

Assalamualaikum to all readers ;)

Omaigod! Dah lama aku x update blog. :"> Actually, I don't have time cause I spent my time in twitter. lol 
 Okay, today aku nak cakap tentang My New Journey. You all nak tau apa tujuan saya menulis tu? Actually, next week on 6 December 2011 , I will fly to KL for vacation. Ugh! I really can't wait. It's for the first time :D 

Thanks to Ma and Abah for giving me a chance. You guys are the best parents in the world!.You give everything what I want. And Thanks to ALLAH S.W.T for giving me a birth to my both parents :)

 Nampak tak gambar kat atas tu? Boleh guess tu di mana? ya, tu lah Kuala Lumpur. Cantik kan? Yang bangunan macam huruf H tu , Menara Berkembar . :) Tu lah impian aku selama ini. Okay, x nak basah basih sekarang. Aku nak cakap pasal my journey. Sebenarnya, Mama and Abah give me this chance sebab diorang nak tamatkan enjoy aku. lol -.- Kan tahun depan aku dah nak menduduki PMR 2012 -.- Aiyoo!! >< 

Okey , that's all for today. :) Thank you for reading! Come again.

Me and Him !

Assalamualaikum and Hello readers (:

Today , I want to share about yesterday.. :( Yesterday is Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang . Yesterday , we had a PERFECT Choral Speaking performance.. :DD I'm such a grateful thanks to all our members ! That's the best performance we ever make.. :DD I'm so happy and glad..

So , me and Mien Ang were sitting.. without realizing , he sit next to me.. huh! :O I was excited.. hahah :DD Omaigosh ! he never do that to me..it's the first time ever.. XD He just staring at me and smiling.. ^_^ <3

Lepas tuu , me and mien go out for searching teacher.. and then , we back to our chair.. he is alone.. :| and when I get noise , he sandarkn bangku tu , untuk aku .. dan dia tarik bangku q , supaya aku dekat ngn dya.. :| Misi aq mw ckp ngn dya , tpi aq malu.. hm.

I dah ckp ngn papa , I nak pindah .. tengok la bah .. belum aq ready ,.. = =" Nanti bila mendaftar tu , I nak jumpa dya.. 

Pray for my PMR !! 

Sad day :'(

Assalamualaikum and Hello readers ! ;)

Today , I have a sad day moment . And I am sooo stupid !! . In the morning , I was go to school for the raptai anugerah pelajar cemerlang . But , I didn't get. :( I just attend to school cuz I had choral speaking practice for the performance tomorrow . Ughh ! I'm so fucking nervous !.. VVIP will attend to the school .

And then , I saw him .. He just staring at me.. goshh! :DD then , time pulang , I and Khaliza jalan-2 pegy surau .. but I x sengaja t'serempak ngn dea . :O ! lepas tuu , I suru c khaliza panggil dea .. I nak jumpa dea untuk kali t'akhir .. sebelum I pindah tahun depan .. :"( I'm gonna miss him . But unfortuatanely , he don't want :( After that , I suruh lagy c khaliza pagy jumpa .. c khaliza dah b'tungkus lumus teriak kn nama nya .. tapi dya x mw jga . .tpi bila c khaliza balik p tempat q , dia baru menjawab .. He want to meet me .. BUT , unfortuanately , his kaka panggil dya ajak balik .. so , dya balik .. IShh !! kaccau daun sak !! =.=" 

I akan jumpa dia esok , harap-2 lah c akmal adha hadir !! =.="

My Experience

Assalamualaikum and Hello blogger ;)

Ermm , boleh I cakap melayu ? hehee ^_^ I malas lah nak cakap bahasa English . penat otak I memikir .. =.=" 
Pertama sekali , I nak tell you all about Exam . Exam dah totally abis , and Mission is complete ! hahaha :D 
I mean , mission in 2011 is complete . Now , tinggal mission for Next Year . Aiyeee ! Lagi lha tension untuk PMR ! But nevermind .. lagipun I dah nak pindah tahun depan ;) x sabar rasa nyaa pindah . I lebih suka pindah dripada kt skull tuu . Eishh ! makin lama makin t'seksa aq d sna . bulshit punya kwn semua nya d cna .. -.-
I akan pindah kat Selangor , Shah Alam . Yeahhhh ! I'm fly away... wuhuuu (; 

Ermm , seronok tuu seronok lha jga ,.. tapi , kat sana tuu , 24 hours belajar..skul pagi , then kelas tambahan for PMR , and then malam nya , tuisyen . aiyeee ! D leher kita ! wakakkaaa# But nevermind , tuu yg I nak kan.. hm.. n 1 lagi.. I nak jumpa Dia sblm I pindah.. hmm.,. bila lah I dpt jumpa dya nhe ? mnggu depan cuti sudha ! Erggg !! x tenang aq lau x jumpa dea . . aishhh ! I wish nothing but the best..for you.. don't forget me..I beg.. 

I gagal 1 seja , tuu puwn mauu dekat lulus sudha . 9 marks lagi sya mnta tuu . aishh ! pa boleh buat .. xpa , PMR I nak lulus semuanya.. memank la kalau kat sna :D 

. Shasha HeartBroken

Assalamualaikum and Hello for all readers ; 

   Today I want to share with y'all about me and him ! :( I feel so hurt and broken ! I 've break with him 3 days ago. 

Let I story ;

3 days ago , I'm online my facebook and he doesn't . So , I chat with a girl her facebook name "No Resp0nd'z" . And then , His friend "Avenged Ninefold" chat with me and story about him. He said that He couple with No Resp0nd'z . So , I was suprised and sad :O And then I call him , and I ask about her relationship with that girl . He said they just a friend . But I said "Why ur friends said u couple with her?" 

And he quite for a moment. So he said , "We just friend , why ? u don't trust me ? Do u want me to meet u both so u can trust me?!" And I turn off the call . And he sent me a message , he "Kao nie suka tuduh aq sembarangan.Sampai bila kao mao percaya ma aq nie?. Sha , I think , sampai sini seja la hubungan kita. Malas sudah aq mao b'cinta2 . Aq sedih nie taw!". Whaatttt?!! Kao fikir kao jak yg sedih?? n kenapa kao nak salahkn aq??!! Aq tanya apa hubungan kamo , tpi kao trus ckp aq tuduh kao ! agak2 lha sikit !! And I said "Okey , we break!!" . after a few minutes , He block me!! :O I was surprised and dissapointed! :O Now I hate him!! and I swear will never know him again!! I want to forget him!! -.- 

That's all , tenkiuee! :) 

T.G.I.F ♥

Assalamualaikum and HELLO for everybody!^^ ,
 Today , I want to share with y'all about an EGO people . Actually , I hate people who being ego to others , and same like everybody . But why there's still some people being EGO ??!> I still can't get . 
"Respect other people before people respect" Whoow?! Okey , I accept , But why there still have some people didn't know how to respect others ? Ughh , I'm tired for saying like this . Noone will understand this word "RESPECT AND UNDERSTAND OTHER FEELING."